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[Nov. 12th, 2011|08:59 am]
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The past few days have been interesting My birthday was a few days ago and the last few birthdays haven't been the greatest but this particular one was nice. On my actual birthday it snowed, me and mat watched a few movies after he got off work and he cooked me a pasta dinner. At work the kids sang me Happy Birthday, I passed out donuts as treats and a few kids made me cards in art. Yesterday we went out to Texas Roadhouse I invited 14 people but only had a show up of 6. I still had fun, because I was seeing friends who I haven't seen in forever. My depression is still there so is the anxiety but I feel the withdrawal point has ended. I am looking into alternative ways to deal with it more natural ways like exercise and thought change. I am worried about mat and the possibility of back surgery and all the risks associated with back surgeries. I also am making hard decisions about my body and weather or not I should take certain R.A meds because when it comes down to it I am basically choosing between crippling bones or no massive debt. The shot that has been so helpful to me will be too expensive with our new insurance I am looking into a copay card but am doubtful.